Cece 281124 (2) : 無料・フリー素材/写真
Cece 281124 (2) / ceciliajaner
| ライセンス | クリエイティブ・コモンズ 表示-継承 2.1 |
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| 説明 | Despite the health difficulties and stressful drama over the last few months, including getting laid off and venturing out on my own, it seems the big 39 has arrived.That's right. 39 years of age.Most of the critics, haters and doubters wrote me off when I got my ASD (autism spectrum) diagnosis at four years old and even then, despite my hellish nightmare of a journey to become my true self.But as I now begin the final year of my 30's, I now face a new challenge.Did you know that the average life expectancy for someone who is on the autism spectrum is between 39 to 58 years old?That's around 42 years less than the average life expectancy of a male (81) and 46 years less than a female at 85 years old in Australia.Scary stuff, huh?Well, to be honest with you, despite my ticker starting to give out due to family genetics and my anxiety, stress and C-PTSD deciding to play havoc with my mind and causing all sorts of health complications, I am now at that point in my life where, technically, I am in the danger zone of sorts in terms of life expectancy.Now, you may be asking at this point...."Whoa, whoa, whoa! Miss Cece?! This is supposed to be about YOU today and clocking over another year on the odometer, not some melodramatic diatribe on how your life could be cut short!"Yes, I know.On the one hand, I'm now one year away from going on 40. I want to achieve that milestone and eventually my ruby, gold and diamond jubilee celebrations.On the other, I know now, that any day that the lights are going to be shut out for good.But, I've been here before and defied the odds, despite a grim outlook and nearly facing the reaper the first time in 2015 when my weight ballooned to over 140kg due to a coming out going sideways and dealing with a lot on my plate.So, despite my stuffed-up heart, a throbbing mind and going through a lot of heck, the annual tradition of "Cake Day" is upon us once again."Only twelve more months until the ruby 40th anniversary celebrations!""(and that's if my ticker or mind holds steady and doesn't throw up any surprises between now and next year!) |
| 撮影日 | 2024-11-28 12:06:16 |
| 撮影者 | ceciliajaner |
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| カメラ | SM-A715F , samsung |
| 露出 | 0.04 sec (1/25) |
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