Giant Forever (1) : 無料・フリー素材/写真
Giant Forever (1) / ceciliajaner
| ライセンス | クリエイティブ・コモンズ 表示-継承 2.1 |
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| 説明 | I don't often reveal most of my life due to my damaged upbringing (thanks in no part to a toxic parent), but yesterday saw one of my sporting teams that I support play in the AFL Grand Final for the first time.Normally when this happens and the game doesn't go our way (e.g. we got blown out and smashed in the scoreline), I would explode in a ball of anger and take it out on anything and everything I would get my hands on. (aka, meltdown)As an Aspergirl living under a cloud of toxic and dark thoughts for so many years, I was punished and put down for having these meltdowns, but now, since I'm a little bit older and a bit wiser (alongside some help from a psychologist), I did the impossible yesterday.I did not meltdown after the game.Instead, I ventured out during the third quarter and dropped by the local park and spent the remainder of the game just being me and letting the negative energy flow away deep into the ground.When the final siren went, I was surrounded by a few dancers who did a performance at the Sydney Gay & Lesbian Mardi Gras this year (and practicing their routine for the next) and I felt right at home.Sure my team might have been blown out, but I had a little win by saying:"The person who did those things is no longer part of me." |
| 撮影日 | 2019-09-28 16:59:21 |
| 撮影者 | ceciliajaner |
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| カメラ | iPhone XS Max , Apple |
| 露出 | 0.001 sec (1/1065) |
| 開放F値 | f/1.8 |