Raw : 無料・フリー素材/写真
Raw / BaileyRaeWeaver
| ライセンス | クリエイティブ・コモンズ 表示 2.1 |
|---|---|
| 説明 | I’m digging at the sides of my stomach searching for things that might make sense. Unfortunately nobody with a mouth can make me happy because they aren’t telling me what I need to hear. People don’t obtain others happiness. I’m sour, I was sweet. Let me tell you how I was so sweet with words, sweet with feelings and with looks. I’ve tasted the spit and I never spit it out. I should have spit it out, because the spit was what I liked best. And what I like best must be most important according to all the rest. I can see me happy outside of the window and a beam of light will feel warm and good, I’ve felt that before. I am choosing to be upset, but I know a smile will follow me down the road sooner than later. My eyes are a lot softer wet, and your voice is stuffed in as much of a straight line as I can get it… everything about you that I’ve decided to keep. Red lines growing and pointing directly at what I want. What I want. What I want. What I want. What I want. I can count more of everything you wanted and have gotten, than I have. You had everything. You wanted it, and got it. You wanted out, you got out. When did I get what I want? Did I ever? Yes, I was holding this oddly shaped warm heart in my hands and I knew I wanted, but it was a mystery to please. I’ve never felt such a heart. Cold at times with warm spots, I knew I was one of those spots and you’d visit it every time you wanted to. I’d smile, and each time you looked away I’d find a way to keep you in my head a little longer. I even said to myself “I miss this, right now”. I let you in every time you knocked. I wanted it mutually so there was never a fight. I got what I wanted, but when I had it there was a mistake made. Love, every bit of love just thought about, never talked about. I had this feeling I didn’t know how to deal with so I let myself cry and never say a word. I had the best, what I liked best, I promised I’d never hurt the best. I still vie for the touch of the best but after words I fall down and cry in pain. I never asked to be in such an uncomfortable situation, I’ve ran out of words, I don’t even have anymore words. I want to feel my heart pump instead of ache. I want words that I can say. I shouldn’t be vying for a touch that let me go, but I can’t help feeling vulnerable to a face that used to make me feel comfortable. My head is the only thing in the way, I’m standing around scrutinizing you… waiting. I hope I’m not standing alone in the dark. I’m resting my head on a sharp rock tonight, sleeping off how bad I feel. I feel raw, stripped away from the soft skin I had. Show me what you want. I haven’t seen anything happen yet. It’s not making me feel better; it’s making me believe that this is what you want. To not have me. I’ll never go as far with anybody as I did with you. I’ll always love the way I see you even if it hurts my eyes now. You don’t even deserve to know what you've learned about me and you deserve plenty of mean things said towards you. Could I ever say them? I'd be as honest as I can with a smile and look down at my feet. If I could ever, I'd only make things worse with salty sore words. I can't find a clever way to explain how I was the best thing and I know it. You left it uncovered and left it ready for pray. This time wasn't cleared out carefully, and it wasn't done with just yet. I don’t need you, I want you and it’s hard to live without you. I was yours right? This is just to show how weak I am. Don’t go away, please. |
| 撮影日 | 2009-12-29 03:34:57 |
| 撮影者 | BaileyRaeWeaver , Portland, Oregon, USA |
| タグ | |
| 撮影地 | |
| カメラ | NIKON D40X , NIKON CORPORATION |
| 露出 | f/3.5 |
| 開放F値 | f/3.5 |
| 焦点距離 | 18 mm |